Paralyzed

You're a sickness I tried to overcome The day I met you I should have turned around and... Run! Apologies mean nothing I've got something to say Get out my face, save ye games I'm not the one to play I'm acting strange I'm in a rage and no, I'm not okay These pills got control of me I can't get away It's mental warfare while I'm gripping and shooting But my demons reposition, they keep dodging and moving It's like I can't escape but I also wanna stay So cut me out forever or give me another taste Here we are again Back in this war we have within I feel paralyzed I feel paralyzed I'm drowning in my sin Will this addiction ever end? I feel paralyzed I feel paralyzed I'm alone in this world And I'm losing the will to live Everyone is moving on while I'm standing still I'd give everything I've got to get out of this place This addiction keeps me hostage but the pain goes away It's like I'm in a room as the darkness consumes My legs are tied, my hands are bound I don't think I can move My friends are coming soon They don't know my demons reach The second they cut me loose, I use The cycle repeats Here we are again Back in this war we have within I feel paralyzed I feel paralyzed I'm drowning in my sin Will this addiction ever end? I feel paralyzed I feel paralyzed Would someone let me out of here? I'm drowning in my fears Can't wipe away these tears Would someone let me out of here? Can't wipe away these tears without this medicine Without this medicine Without this medicine Without this medicine Without this medicine Without this medicine