The Firmament

I made a choice that I can not defend I could lose it all, I could start again And in the night when I can hear a voice I released the beast, deep inside my soul So just one helpless failed experiment To become a speck in the infinite As every moment recorded and archived And transferred onto someone else's life I can't explain what it is that I feel right now It's just an ask for help And if I try not to feel what I have inside I fear I'll never know I can't remember the last time I got this close to feeling Nothing to feeling that I Could be detached from Everything where do I start How do I fall Back into place Where do I begin?