Real Tired (Acoustic)

I'm getting real tired Of checking on my friends Feeling like a liar, trying as I play pretend That I'm not fighting demons All inside my head Oh, I'm getting real tired I'm holding on and hoping And going through the motions Of making myself feel like I'm enough I'm scared of all these feelings But I'm terrified of healing I'm losing my self in an empty crowd Four white walls Dark hued halls Ten missed calls from my head I'm sinking and I'm drowning But I choose to play pretend That I am happier than ever Not a worry in my sweater While feeling like I'm six feet under again Oh, I'm getting real tired Ooh, no, I'm getting real tired I'm getting real tired Pretending I'm alright My brain is poorly wired Nothing ever seems quite right Always feel like a burden No matter what people say Oh, I'm getting real tired I'm holding on and hoping And going through the motions Of making myself feel like I'm enough Oh, I'm scared of all these feeling But I'm terrified of healing I'm losing myself in an empty crowd Oh, no Four white walls Dark hued halls Ten missed calls from my head Oh, I'm sinking, I'm drowning But I choose to play pretend That I am happier than ever Not a worry in my sweater While feeling like I'm six feet under again Oh, I'm getting so tired Oh, no, yeah, I'm getting so tired Oh, no I'm always in my head Running through it like it's a maze Trying to find my way out So that I can feel okay, hmm But I feel like I'm the problem Can't solve 'em Push everyone away Oh, no, I'm getting real tired Real tired Real tired Real tired