You (And my Addiction)

I'm not the type to walk away But lately I've been hoping I could be the type to change My sanity's had better days And I'm reliant on your words to help me see things straight I hide my thoughts like a riddle Keep 'em on the low I'm caught in the middle Of waiting on your call, not much just a little And thinking I don't need your help as I ask myself Why am I just home alone and feeding my addiction tonight I got eleven missed calls and none of them are yours So please find me some time alone with you and my addiction 'cause I I got eleven missed calls but I just want yours tonight You know I like to play pretend But it gets so lonely living in my head And see you though it now and then But when you get close, I do what I do best and I hide my thoughts like a riddle Keep 'em on the low I'm caught in the middle Of waiting on your call, not much just a little And thinking I don't need your help as I ask myself Why am I just home alone and feeding my addiction tonight I got eleven missed calls and none of them are yours So please find me some time alone with you and my addiction 'cause I I got eleven missed calls but I just want yours tonight Why am I still so alone consumed by my addiction when I've got a hundred missed calls and none of them are yours so please Give me your time and I'll be freed from my addiction 'cause I I'm all alone in my mind and I just need you tonight And just need you tonight And just need you tonight