I remember the first time

That I saw you there

Sitting on the pill box with your short blonde hair and then I

Took a breath cause you know I get scared

I’m sorry but you know I had to light that flare

Cause you know we’re not ok and we’re not alright

This current keeps pulling us under every time so stop acting like everything’s fine

You lost yourself in all the delusion but I’m not drowning this time

Do you remember the last time

When I was standing there

Looking pretty nervous and stumbling through my words and then I

Lit the signal flare cause i couldn’t repair the damaged caused from the flood while you just stared

And now I’m tired from the night before a fake smile through my teeth like I’m Hayley from paramore

A few laughs like the joker in the liquor store

And lock away the pain like I’m Goldberg in a book store

And I still think about the way you made me feel around all my friends

And I still carry all these scars you left indented in my head

And I still hate the way that you keep coarsing through my fragile veins

Do you still think about me everyday?

I see your face in the night time

Just fucking haunting me there

They say that love is dead but the ghost of you roams my head and now I

Take a breath cause I still get scared

With 1 step forward its 5 steps back off the ledge