I (Don't) Have A Problem

Hello table, we meet again

I'm ashamed but it's okay, I got a friend

Guess we'll split it, take a half

Tell ourselves we're gonna stop and then we laugh

Oh, I got blood in my nose

I got tears in my eyes

Tell me it makes me alive

Tried to quit so many times

But I love you, I need you, but I hate you

Even when I say that I'm gonna walk away, yeah

I come back 'cause I need to, I don't want to

Yeah, I always say that I'm gonna walk away

But here I am again

Here I am again

Where did my feelings go?

I tell myself I don't know

Why am I so alone?

Why am I so alone?

I'm in love with the high

But when I come down I die

Say it makes me alive

Oh, but that's just a lie

I can't put a finger on it

There's no reason that I do it

Maybe it's just 'cause I'm not that confident

But I love you, I need you, I hate you

Even when I say that I'm gonna walk away, yeah

I come back 'cause I need to, I don't want to

Yeah, I always say that I'm gonna walk away

But here I am again, yeah

Here I am again

I love you, I need you, but I hate you