Another Bottle Down

So much left to give I've been so blind I'm losing myself All the hate in my head Who cares if i drown So what I don't care Another bottle down This poison is great But it's pulling me down Please fucking fix me No I don't need any help I know what to do Another bottle off the shelf Wait stop That's not right But it feels so good It's locked in my mind I'm just misunderstood I'm losing everything Just to numb the pain It's got a hold on me What do I have to gain It's dragging me to the ground I hate how i'm feeling Not safe and sound So much left to give I'm scared of the violence I'm broken but silent Another bottle down I feel so sick I hate how it ends Passed out on the floor I can't do this again Next day I'm a mess The headaches, the stress Just give me some more Start the cycle again Don't try to stop me I Said I don't need your help I'll stay in this cage Until I let myself out Fuck me Let me out I'm breaking inside Don't know how long i'll last I'm tired I tried I'm losing everything Just to numb the pain It's got a hold on me What do I have to gain It's dragging me to the ground I hate how i'm feeling Not safe and sound So much left to give I'm scared of the violence I'm broken but silent It's hard When the drugs are stronger than I'll ever be How can I stop when they've taken control of me Lost in the waves crashing down as I suffocate Silently shouting won't change one god damn thing One god damn thing Back to the poison Please help me my friend I'll make myself puke So that I can drink again I don't want to die These thoughts fucking suck Just let me escape I'm shit out of luck I'm losing everything Just to numb the pain It's got a hold on me What do I have to gain It's dragging me to the ground I hate how i'm feeling Not safe and sound So much left to give I'm scared of the violence I'm broken but silent I'm losing everything Another bottle down Just to numb the pain Another bottle down It's got a hold on me Another bottle down What do I have to gain Another bottle down