No Control

Shit wasn't planned We went through so much Exes, jealousy, quarantine I thought this was it But I fucked it up I know I don't deserve a second chance Fuck it I know I don't deserve a sixth chance But that's not gonna stop me from asking Can't help but think about it And why I do it I'm too caught up in the moment So I use it And I got no control of it And I'm losing control of it Wish there was something I could do That'd help it Too many times I took it out on you And I know it But I got no control of it I'm losing control of it And I'm hoping you don't take it serious, no And I'm hoping that you give me one more chance And I know saying this won't do enough, no And I'm afraid this time we won't make up, I'm More than afraid I'm terrified, yeah And I can't even ask why But I still wish you'd believe me Just one last time Never again, never again Would I walk away From your place Or mess up one more damn birthday, no Baby I know I've done a lot of things But I'm hoping you don't take it serious, no And I'm hoping that you give me one more chance And I know saying this won't do enough, no And I'm afraid this time we won't make up, oh no And I'm hoping you don't take it serious And I'm hoping that you give me one more chance And I know saying this won't do enough, no So let me prove to you just how damn much I need you