The BLUE, PT. II (feat. telebanato)

Now I know that my room's a mess

But I'd love it if you came and stayed with me

And if you gotta go

And if you gotta go

Would you ever consider taking me?

And I don't ever wanna waste your breath

So I never even ask sometimes and I

Don't ever want you to

Second guess

Holding your face up to mine

And I don't know how to tell you

But I miss you so bad

And it makes me so blue

And it makes me so sad

And I don't know how to tell you

But I miss you so bad

And it makes me so blue

And it makes me so sad

Every time I try

I guess I never really

Time it quite right

Our pretty future falls

Right through without a second chance

I'm just waiting around to hold your hand

Wondering if I'm good enough

To see you on the other side

You're my blue light

And I don't know how to tell you

But I miss you so bad

And it makes me so blue

And it makes me so sad

And I don't know how to tell you

But I miss you so bad

And it makes me so blue

And it makes me so sad

It's not a good time

Good time

To have free time

Free time

It's not a good time

To have free time

Free time

And I don't know how to tell you

But I miss you so bad

And it makes me so blue

And it makes me so sad

And I don't know how to tell you

But I miss you so bad

And it makes me so blue

And it makes me so sad

And I don't wanna go outside no more

I just wanna hide in our blue offshore

We can reach out to our heaven

Or drown and go back home

I usually name my beats like

Two minutes before I actually upload them

But, for some reason I've always wanted to

Name one of them "The Blue to Home"

And make it like have like a beat switch

Because I thought that was hard as fuck

You see the-the

The term "the blue" means heaven

And home is like my own personal little heaven

Like a safe space from all the shit going on outside

At least that's what

My definition of it is

So

I don't have to go to "the blue"

Every now and then to be safe

Because my home is "the blue"

But I realize that's not true for a lot of people

Because they-they probably don't have someone

Or something at home to come back to and feel safe

Which, makes me super sad because

I do feel like everyone needs their own little

Blue at home

The world is just overwhelming and crazy and

Everyone deserves a break from it sometimes, you know

That's-that's what I hope to accomplish with my

With my music some day you know

To-to make the people who listen to it

Feel the same way that I do

I want to be people's bridges between

The blue and home

And

Honestly this is just like rambling right now and

Shit doesn't even make any sense