First Snow

Most of the time my brain is split And I have no idea how to work with it I was at a party and I saw The other half come through the wall So I'm sitting there with this guy going on "Why is it three times moon and not just once?" I'm drinking Cola, generic brand And I want him to stop talking about my band But suddenly I'm somewhere where a light goes on I think I've left the party I'm standing on the frozen lawn I want to run but I start to fly And first snow starts to fall from the ripped up sky I've never left a place without looking back I think I've got a thousand skulls with their necks bent But not this time, I look ahead Until I see something blurry looking like a hand I hear the TV and I'm sitting at the birthday still And there is someone asking me about how much I earn "Like, with your band" and all I want Is to stick his head in where I just came from But I point and I point, I point at the sky I don't really see my hands moving, they're by my side But there's a phantom limb, brightly lit And nobody ever seems to notice it. Walking through the city streets alone Everyone is inside you're on your own Nobody will believe you back at home 3 am midnight, and then it finally showed Glistening in first snow