Nobody likes me
I'm so annoying
That's what my brain keeps telling me
Nobody listens
I've been conditioned
To only
Listen and don't speak
Yeah
11 years old
I made friends with anxiety
Told me to beware watch out
And walk oh so carefully
13 besties with seasonal depression
But it doesn't taste good
Seasonal digression
Are you listening to me
I'm so scared
I shouldn't speak
Lost in my mind
And I'm not sure how to get out
Can you hear me yelling
To find a way out
I can feel my heart
No way that I can keep on
This can't be how it is for the rest of my life
There is no joy
I'm so scared
What kind of life is this
Nobody likes me
I'm so annoying
That's what my brain
Keeps telling me
Nobody listens
I've been conditioned
To only
Listen and don't speak
Yeah
14 I lost a good part of me
Brother died and I became so lonely
15 I wanted to lose my life
16, 17 I tried to lose my life twice
Are you listening to me
You say yes but you don't see
All the times I tried to find a way out
I tried to tell you and instead
I was locked out
Can you feel my heart
There's no rest no way to run
This can't be how it is for the rest of my life
I'm so scared
What kind of fight is this
Nobody likes me
I'm so annoying
That's what my brain keeps telling me
Nobody listens
I've been conditioned
To only
Listen and don't speak
Yeah
