Goodbye

His clothes hang neatly in the closet His books still on the shelf He'll need them, you see, 'cause he's coming back He swore he'd never leave me I hold his son on my chest at night While his pictures stare at me I envision the love that he would have had For this tiny, precious baby Please don't make me say goodbye Please don't make me say goodbye Someone hold a gun to my head before I'll say Goodbye to this man that I love I'll be kicking and screaming 'til the end of my life I won't leave this man that I love I cherish all of his possessions. I savor what brought him joy Yet at the same time I do everything To deny what he meant to me I've been eating to fill the void, I've been sleeping to fill the void, I've been spending to fill the void, I've been fucking to fill the void Anything to avoid, anything to avoid