Perfect

Yeah some people like me are just destined To fuck up everything that we mess with If I was made as a joke, I don't get it Missed the call, But I guess I got the message Usually, I fall too hard I'm addicted to pain And if the world's on fire I'll be swimmin' in flames yeah 'Cause I'm too impatient to wait for change I know I'm far from perfect But I know I can make it work I know I can make it work Feels like I'm crazy Everybody knows my name But I don't even know mine lately Going insane Weighing heavy on my brain But I don't even know my name This a story bout a ID crisis Used to think my only future was the nightshift Brain on ADHD autopilot And through it all Somehow I kept smiling I can never find the right words to say Only a handful of family ever sees my face But I'm only human Don't we all make mistakes I'm drowning in my head again And my thoughts don't want me to win They show compassion, Made of plastic And I don't want to be a tragedy But I'd rather be dead than a skeleton Dreaming bout' the things that he couldn't be 'Cause I'm too impatient to wait for dreams I know I'm far from perfect But I know I can make it work I know I can make it work (Feels like I'm crazy) I know I'm far from perfection (Feels like I'm going insane) But I know I can make it work Feels like I'm crazy Everybody knows my name Going insane Weighing heavy on my brain