Hard To Find (feat. MainMain)

I been running from my problems Yet they keep revolving Slipped & steady falling I can't hear his voice cause everything is clouded Living like a rebel I been acting rowdy Bottled all my problems tell no one about it Suffering in silence, I just roll exotic I don't like to vent they judge me of my problems Giving it to God & having faith he got it Like the 10 percent that's coming out my wallet Everything I give I never talk about it You can help in every way keep it solid They gone pick a random day to hate regardless I know being cold hearted prolly get me farther I ain't finna let em play Coach Carter I got so many stories don't get me started Most people start acting harder but I won't survive like that It's not my habitat I'd rather fail at this, than to live like that Please don't feel bad if you can't understand You don't gotta hold my hand I'll be fine Don't try to rescue me, this my destiny God give me clarity, keep preparing me Night turns to day take your time way cause Real love is so hard find I know the rain is coming but ain't running cause this time Ima stand I'm not overthinking nothing I ain't got no plans Time is ticking, people switching Fathers missing, murder victims Rappers dissing, women pimping doing tricks for bands I don't even put eggs in a basket for real They'll turn you to lil Humpty Dumpty for real Don't be longing for love that nobody can give Gotta love on yourself when nobody is near Once I get the vision I see it for real I wanna show love but they hate me for real The one that I love really snake me for real That's a blow to chin but it is what it is Man how you get down like that Stabbed me in my back Back doored didn't expect that Traumatized from neglection I suffer from people Who don't love me equal Yet I always pretend that I'm Fine Don't try to rescue me, this my destiny God give me clarity, keep preparing me Night turns to day take your time way cause Real love is so hard find