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You cut so deep, but I always loved you deeper These voices in your hallway, if you let her in, you gotta keep her Who've you been talking to? What do they want you to do? Baby, I'm afraid you've been reckless with my heart While I was sleeping, you slipped in and fell apart God knows I love you so, but I won't be your ghost You're the one who's in my body, ripping at the seams And you're the one who's crashing on the highways in my dreams Maybe I won't, maybe I will I haven't slept so easy since you left me in the wild I wish I could've loved you right, but I was just a child Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you There's something dark inside me, and I can't get it out My thoughts ring in your voice now, and I can't make a sound You loved me holy with your cross and your disease Did you feel that close to God when you had me on my knees? If you don't love me now, well, then we all go down I'm your sweetest parasite, you fill me up with pesticide Bleed me, baby Gemini, hurt me 'til you feel alright And I won't, no, I won't You got into my head, and now I'll never be the same My trigger finger twitches every time I hear your name Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you You're the one who's in my body, ripping at the seams And you're the one who's crashing on the highways in my dreams Maybe I won't, maybe I will I haven't slept so easy since you left me in the wild I wish I could've loved you right, but I was just a child Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you