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This or That
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This or That was released on April 16, 2022 by 3301298 Records DK as a part of the album Feeling Again
ReleasedApril 16, 2022
Label3301298 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
BPM117
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

This beat is so good, I freestyled for like 45 minutes
But I gotta do this justice - put more effort into it - so, there you go
I ain't gonna write, but I'll punch in something nice
Strained back, strained eyes, strained voice
Swear I did all I can
I took a lot and I
Hope I don't die again
Sober up, I lose my mind again
I just wanna feel high again
Know I can fix I know that I can
I failed today but I'll try, I'll try
I'll try again
I tried to stand — I end up flying again
Stuck in my mind again
Know I'll be fine, but God's sending signs again
Don't know if he loves me
But if he can fix me, he ain't decided yet
So I'm forced to try my hand
And maybe I won't, but I know I can
Cuz whether it's this, or that
The fix in my hand, solving my problems by taking a xan
Popping another, I'm feeling again
Swallow em all
I'm numb, what's better than that
Spite em all, get em all back
Fuck it all - I forget about that, so
Despite that I'm trapped I let it go, let it go
Need to forget, need pour a four, need percocet
I need some more, I need a lot but I get what I get
Look at my soul, see a demon in that
I know I'm trying my best, wishing I could forget
So I'm begging for rest, no
Drowning and choking just to take a breath
I don't know — hope I don't end up like the rest, no
Don't even know what it's for
Don't wanna either so I pour
Can't tell you what's wrong, but
But I can't let it go
So whether it's this, or that
You can't understand
If I can't handle it then nobody can
I drown out the voices I hear in my head, but I miss them until I start feeling again
Cuz it's that, or this: get high or depressed
Fuck my choices, fuck it all, I forget about that, so
Despite that I'm trapped, I let it go
Let it go
Cup bleeding, drug fiending
Hope that I don't lose this feeling
Trying to breathe and trying to see
Vision blurred and lungs weak, uh
I pull out a 'script bottle and I pretty much sip on it with the number I swallow
Now I'm full on the drugs, and go full on the throttle
Play with my life today wake up tomorrow
And if I don't, it won't be my problem, cuz
I know I'd end up forgotten
Whether it's this or that
I try to forget myself but I can't
But I fell in love again
But not cuz I feel it, it's more cuz I can't
Cuz whether it's this, or that
The fix in my hand, solving my problems by taking a xan
Popping another, I'm feeling again
Swallow em all
I'm numb, what's better than that
Spite em all, get em all back
Fuck it all - I forget about that, so
Despite that I'm trapped I let it go, let it go
I let it go, I let it go, I let it goooooo
Written by: Llouis Llouis, Matthew Dimitri James

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