As You Fade Away

I know you told your friend you're not okay And tell me what's wrong and why you never said you felt that way I guess you try to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away But I've known you too long It hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray As you fade away, as you fade away Yeah, I'm 'bout to fade away 'Cause every time I wake up I feel like it's Monday Something's going wrong with all the chemicals up in my brain All the sudden I don't look at anything the same way Got a build up of my thoughts sitting in an ashtray I'm sorry that I'm so inconvenient, okay Just let me be me and I'll stay out of your way I can see the way you look at me, I'm such a disgrace I never really asked to be brought into this place You wanna love me well, then baby have a taste All the highs and the lows, no, you'll never be the same I don't really wanna hurt you, but I can't control the pain If your sticking by my side, maybe we can be okay, okay, okay Maybe you could be the change I need today I promise that I've never felt this way I really hope that you will choose to stay through all the pain I know you told your friend you're not okay And tell me what's wrong and why you never said you felt that way I guess you try to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away But I've known you too long It hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray As you fade away, as you fade away As you fade away, as you fade away As you fade away, as you fade away I think I need help, I'm going through hell I fake like I'm fine, but I know you can tell Like nothing I've felt, my mind overwhelms I think that I'm broken, but I hope you can help I know I'm not perfect But some days I feel far more worthless Baby, you make me feel nervous If I still have you I have purpose, it's all worth it I know you told your friend you're not okay And tell me what's wrong and why you never said you felt that way I guess you try to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away But I've known you too long It hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray As you fade away, as you fade away As you fade- As your fade away, as you fade away I know you told your friend you're not okay And tell me what's wrong and why you never said you felt that way I guess you try to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away But I've known you too long It hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray