Bystander

I watched you slip so many times I lost faith you would ever make things right Gave you so many chances Listened to so many promises You broke every one of them without any semblance of hesitation Heard so many excuses Dissolved all my expectations After being let down again and again I turned my back on a friend Don't think I ever said I was sorry I'm accepting part of this was on me It got so hard to continue to have your back and stick up for you We may have had a history I guess it didn't mean shit to me We may have had a history I guess it didn't mean shit to me Felt pushed away by your erratic behavior No concern for your health or welfare Relegated myself to the concept of seeing you in a casket What a help I was just another motherfucker Counting on you to screw up You needed a brother not a fool losing his faith in you