Rising Down

I pray to God does he hear me, Cause it don't help Looking around and I'm trying to find my old self Unsolved mystery searching for that missing peace Wholeness in soul just a wanderer in disbelief Reminiscing will I ever get back to those days Was all good, saw life with a passionate gaze A mad world will it ever find some sanity Will black lives matter or do we grind in vanity How did I end up picking back the pen up In a day and age where too many have agendas Ain't no compromising, they wanna share their two cents Gotta choose a side cause nuance is a nuisance Say no to neutrality we need a new reality Going back to normal is a dream and a fallacy Feeling uneasy don't wanna be uncomfortable We want routine even if it's dysfunctional Ironic thoughts on this world, while I'm chasing ghost Don't need the old me but a greater hope Lost in this world, trying to find some meaning Wanna change the world but got my own demons Striving for change am I down to fight the power Wrestling with doubts, am I a king or a coward Word to Chris and Alex, refuse to live callous Stand for the people, or protect the palace You either dissolve or you gotta evolve Be the solution or another problem to solve My world's gone through changes I'm feeling uncertain Gaining new wisdom but a lot of unlearning Faith and action they need solidarity Enter the unknown need a moment of clarity Won't fear the darkness, I'll call on His grace Things falling apart might be falling in place