Not Today

Walkin' on seashells, hidin' all my details Say whatever works Hopin' it don't hurt, no Holdin' on your hand is a little piece of hell 'Cause you tell me all these lies And never make it right, no But I'm growin', I'm growin', I'm growin' now And I'm blockin' it, blockin' it, blockin' it somehow And it showin', it showin', it showin' well I'm glowin' with the rays I found (oh) I'm gonna be okay, I'm gonna get away I don't need you, not tomorrow, no And not today I'll be okay, I'm gonna fly away I don't need you, not tomorrow, no And not today And not today And not today People just like you, at first, so fuckin' cool Until I speak my truth And then it's all abuse My mood is turnin' grey, that salt is on my face I'm losin' energy And losin' parts of me, yeah But I'm growin', I'm growin', I'm growin' now And I'm blockin' it, blockin' it, blockin' it somehow And it showin', it showin', it showin' well I'm glowin' with the rays I found (oh) I'm gonna be okay, I'm gonna get away I don't need you, not tomorrow, no And not today I'll be okay, I'm gonna fly away I don't need you, not tomorrow, no And not today And not today And not today I'm gonna be okay, I'm gonna get away (ooh) I'll be okay, I'm gonna fly away (ooh) And not today (ooh) And not today And not today (ooh)