self care.

I could go to the doctor and get Needles in my face So whenever I smile My forehead stays in place I could eat a liquid diet So my bones start to pop Spend all my money Being someone I'm not I could risk the melanoma So I glow in the dark Do the kinda shit You can't quit once you start I could bleach all the brown Right out of my hair Buying clothes the internet Told me to wear I tried, I tried to hate me I tried, I tried but then it got old I think, I think I like me I think, I think I'm finally sold Maybe, maybe I'm lazy Maybe, deep down I'm kinda scared To change what my mama gave me I can't, can't make my self care I could sleep all 8 hours Like they say that I should Read all the books On how to feel good I could sit on the floor, close my eyes, meditate On all of the ways that they say to be great I could sell all my stuff Namaste in the wild Find me a shrink to find my inner child I could burn all the baggage From how I was raised As if how I turned out is not ok I tried, I tried to hate me I tried, I tried but then it got old I think, I think I like me I think, I think I'm finally sold Maybe, maybe I'm lazy Maybe, deep down I'm kinda scared To change what my mama gave me I can't, can't make my self care I can't make, I can't make myself care I can't make, I can't make myself care I think, I think I like me