[Intro:}

(I need a moment of silence)

Yeah

When I was young I wanted to grow

Now that I grow I've wanted to go

Tell me to Love and tell me to know

That someday my dreams will end in a snow but somehow my body just ends up in Hell

Nobody really will give me a chance

I'll drown in my fears and stay in my bed

Till I get up and start with the flowing again

And when I was young I never had goals

Man, I really just wanted to draw

I was happy and I could ignore

Everything that was happening, all that was scaring me

I could just really avoid

Man, I really just wanted to draw

I was happy and I could ignore

Everything that was happening, all that was scaring me

Then it started to hit me, yeah

And I started to feel it

Damn, and it started to squeeze me

It was driving me like it's a field trip

(Yeah)

Straight up to memory lane

So I started with changing my ways

You can tell I was never the same

And I never get used to the pain

Then they started to miss me

You would swear they were trying to kill me

All the bullets were coming to ship me

Then the Fear said he'll never leave me

That I'm safe, and nothing will sting me

Everyday he'll try to rebuild me

He will always come and conceal me

And pain is what he will feed me

I couldn't just bow down to you

I know it

I'm Hell bound to you

I struggle around time

Do you know it?

I got tied to you

I couldn't just bow down to you

I know it

I'm Hell bound to you

I struggle around time

Do you know it?

I got tied to you

Yeah

Back to the story, I started to do things

Wrong crowd with some cool kids

Dark clouds and they push me

Changed, now, I got mood swings

Changed, now, I cut family ties

Changed, now, I got remedy rhymes

Changed but, this ain't nursery rhymes

Even though you can paint it as dark

Work, now, I cut family time

Butterflies, and I'm watching it fly

Happy me? I ain't been in a while

Telling me I should put up a smile

Understand how I do in a crowd

Understand when there's rain in the clouds

Understand what I'm telling you now

Understand without putting me down

When I was young I wanted to grow

Now that I grow I've wanted to go

Tell me to Love and tell me to know

That someday my dreams will end in a snow but somehow my body just ends up in Hell

Nobody really will give me a chance

I'll drown in my fears and stay in my bed

Till I get up and start with the flowing again

I couldn't just bow down to you

I know it

I'm Hell bound to you

I struggle around time

Do you know it?

I got tied to you

I couldn't just bow down to you

I know it

I'm Hell bound to you

I struggle around time

Do you know it?

I got tied to you