God I need you again

I keep losing my friends

Wanna smoke my life away cause I just can't seem to win

Help me deal with all my problems, yeah that's how I'm feelin'

Tell me if these melancholic days will come to an end

Always wanna say why not me or why it's me

Problems spreadin' like an STD, no offense

But you get the point it's like a disease

I look around, and to my surprise I see my demons

Oh shit, tell discouragement I said hi

We'll smoke a zip later fuck it, we'll be way too fly

Tell lust I want her fine ass waitin' for me at the door

I know the devil lurkin' round the corner goin' to and fro

I know anxiety just waitin' for my ass to drown

He get happy every time I wanna shut my mouth

Cause I got mental issues that's dwellin' up in me

God I know you hear depression swellin' up in me

I make these types of songs in attempts that I feel better

Sometimes it work sometimes it don't, but either way I need a medal

God I know you give the hardest battles to yo soldiers

You never said it would be easy 'specially since you chosen

I don't wanna keep goin' no, no (No no)

I just want to end the pressure, oh no (Oh no)

Life can be so difficult, throw you outside in the deadly cold (Deadly cold)

Traveling through the treacheries of life got me tripping

I ask myself sometimes what's the point of even living? (Yeah)

Constantly feeling pain, pain, pain

Goin through the same shit just a different day (Day)

Tryna break the cycles cause I wanna see the change

Gotta keep my head up cause I wanna be the change

Sometimes life just gets so hard

But you know you'll make it far

But you know you'll-

You gotta be

The change you wanna see