Boat Abandoned

You play it cool but the room is full of tension

Can't you see we're at a point where worlds collide

Still it feels like you're just not paying attention

To the crumbling walls and all those warning signs

I'm not superstitious

I just don't trust your decisions

And I'll always keep my ears close to the wall

And every single night

We bicker and we fight

Oh please come get me out of here

Getting high was always what I wanted

But now these days just make me tired

And the nights make me feel haunted

Trapped here in this nightmare become real

3 AM but you're far away from sleeping

Racing thoughts and all your sheets are soaking wet

The night lights they don't care about your self-doubt

When the rainy morning clouds don't seem to mind

I'm not superstitious

I just don't trust your decisions

And I'll always keep my feet ready to run

And every single night

We bicker and we fight

Oh please come get me out of here

Just getting by was never what I wanted

And now my feet are oh so tired

I just took it all for granted

I'm trapped here and I don't know how to feel

Hey it's not your fault that I keep pushing away

But I find comfort in not staying in one place

Remedy in between someone else's sheets

We're both abandoned never seeing how I really feel

It's all just lies (even though)

I'll deny (it's so fake)

It's all just lies don't know what makes me stay