pretend (feat. Postcard Boy)

I spend all my time pretending That I'm not so over it I spend all my time pretending That I'm not so over it Tell me to open up my mind Just one more time I'm over it Well I heard you like dancing Well I heard you like crying in your room Well me too Well me too I've been having so much fun I'm just so overdone I can't keep going on like this No, it's not something you said It's built up in my head Just trust me, you can rest Oh, fuck So now you want to talk? Talk about our feelings And get all emotional Like did you hear anything I just fucking said? It looks like I'm messing with myself again I can't do it no more, but I can't even stop it It looks like I'm messing with myself again I can't do it no more, but I can't even stop it I close my eyes and I watch the colors pass by I watch my head chase itself like racecars Ripped jeans from fingertips Blue denim makes the paint chip off Grab the floor with Reeboks Open your eyes kid I've been on the run I've been I've been I've been on the run I've been losing sleep I've been growing restless I'm on my knees I've been on the run for too long I spend all my time pretending Tell me to open up my mind just one more time I'm over it I spend all my time pretending That I'm not so over it Tell me to open up my mind Just one more time I'm over it It looks like I'm messing with myself again I can't do it no more, but I can't even stop it It looks like I'm messing with myself again I can't do it no more, but I can't even stop it