No Sleep

1, 2, 3, 4 They try and tell me who I am before they know me Got all the signs around my neck, still no cold feet Been livin' fast, don't know how to take it slowly And I can't die before I wake, if I get no sleep I'll plead the fifth 'cause you know it's fuck the police Sometimes it feel like I can't even control me Gotta watch my back 'cause he's look, he's tryna hold me And I can't die before I wake if I get no sleep Found out she tried to take her life before I wrote this You never really know how low someone's low is Knew her and her sister since they were both kids It breaks my heart, I live too far to even notice Oh, as of late now, I don't know what is free Or what is fate now Should I stay or walk away now? If I had the choice to read the end I'd rip the page out They try and tell me who I am before they know me Got all the signs around my neck, still no cold feet Been livin' fast, don't know how to take it slowly And I can't die before I wake if I get no sleep One middle trauma, mother raised three All by herself, I gave her hell but she don't blame me I used to sneak outside at night, find trouble waiting Anxiety and OCD can push that pain deep So even when I breath with ease it feels like I'm suffocating They try and tell me who I am before they know me Got all the signs around my neck, still no cold feet Been livin' fast, don't know how to take it slowly And I can't die before I wake if I get no sleep They try and tell me who I am before they know me Got all the signs around my neck, still no cold feet Been livin' fast, don't know how to take it slowly And I cannot die before I wake so I get no sleep