My biggest fear staring back at me

Lost count of how many times I've questioned reality

Is it all in my head?

Am I onto something or wasting my breath?

Tell me, will it ever end?

Been through it all with nobody holding my hand

Surely this can't be all there is

There's got to be more to life then this

Every day is like a mission

Feels like I'm caged in a prison but I know that I can break these walls

Tell me when it ends

Please call me when it's clear

I can't see the exit lights

I'm blinded by this fear

If I could find the light, if I could make my way home I could leave the past behind me And Move on with my life

So here I am going in circles again

Over and over just hoping it ends

Searching for light, cutting the bends

Sharpen the knife to cut loose ends

Every time I see the light at the end, the walls around me crack and I begin to descend

I can't take this get me out of here

Looking for the exits lights but I'm blinded by this fear

Tell me when it ends

Please call me when it's clear

I can't see the exit lights

I'm blinded by this fear

If I could find the light, if I could make my way home I could leave the past behind me and move on with my life

Somewhere in the dark there's a light inside our soul

But a presence overshadows me and I can't feel at all

Lost inside the dark with no light inside my soul

Did you listen to me when I said "I can't feel at all?"

Did you listen?