Crash Out

Voices in my head I talk to demons And they talking back Fuck around and spazz no rhyme or reasons Aint no cause for that Dont try me cause just know Once I get even aint no coming back Fuck around stop yo heart from beating Like a heart attack Im gone when I get off in my zone Dont even talk to me You can tell that I aint been myself And it aint hard to see Battling the thoughts that cross my mind And they so hard to beat Fuck a street bitch you best think twice You think bout crossing me Oooo fuck around and crash out Oooo you gone make me lash out Oooo please dont make me crash out On you Making me mad'll be the last thing you do I aint been myself Swear I been fucked up for a minute I been trippin And this drank dont make it better Got my cup yeah I been sippin Been bouncing off the walls My head dont stop it just keep spinnin I got demons in my shadows I dont smile but they keep grinnin No prescriptions that can save me I done turned into a menace I Done noticed that my days are short But all my nights are endless I got friends I see from day to day But lately I feel friendless I know nightmares been a joy But mine have been horrendous I done begged the lord to save me I been reaching out for safety As of lately Swear the devil tryna take me out Swear to god my body aching And my heart it just keep breaking I wish this was a bad dream Someone could wake me out Im gone when I get off in my zone Dont even talk to me You can tell that I aint been myself And it aint hard to see Battling the thoughts that cross my mind And they so hard to beat Fuck a street bitch you best think twice You think bout crossing me Oooo fuck around and crash out Oooo you gone make me lash out Oooo please dont make me crash out On you Making me mad'll be the last thing you do My heart been pounding out my chest I dont get no type of rest And I know I aint been living right Thats some thats must I confess I know no one with a perfect life But shit I try my best I deserve a chance to get it right But all I get is stressed Look im this here close to losin it I been grippin on my gun all day And Im this here close to using it I been smoking weed to ease the mind Swear im a abusing it The devil like to laugh at all my pain And im amusing it Im feeling the pressure This shit on me harder than ever I been through the harshest of weather Search the whole world just to track down And retrieve the pieces to put my whole heart back together I dont give up I get up And come back and get even Cause you know im harder than leather Do you think I would stop After all that I been thru this far And just fold nigga never Im gone when I get off in my zone Dont even talk to me You can tell that I aint been myself And it aint hard to see Battling the thoughts that cross my mind And they so hard to beat Fuck a street bitch you best think twice You think bout crossing me Oooo fuck around and crash out Oooo you gone make me lash out Oooo please dont make me crash out On you Making me mad'll be the last thing you do