Terrified

I'm sorry I'm more honest when I sing than when I speak I promise I'm not hiding who I am You saw me once in august but I've changed, can't you see I'm apologetic now I'm sorry I get lost when it's just you and me I turn petrified when I really care You saw me at the market and we talked easily I'm so pathetic now Trying's not enough anymore, and I know it I'd try harder, but that won't do Trying's not enough now, but I'll try regardless I'm terrified of loving you I'm sorry I stopped talking and I'm quiet when we meet I'm attempting to save us from me You saw me and smiled, I pretended I couldn't see I'm apologetic now I'm sorry I ever loved you, I'm sorry I can't seem To keep from falling more each time I meet your eyes (eyes) You saw me when I saw you, now you know what's wrong with me I'm so pathetic now Trying's not enough anymore, and I know it I'd try harder, but that won't do Trying's not enough now but I'll try regardless I'm terrified of loving you Trying's not enough anymore, and I know it I'd try harder, but that won't do (Harder but that won't do) Trying's not enough now but I'll try regardless I'm terrified of loving you (Terrified of loving you) Trying's not enough anymore, and I know it I'd try harder, but that won't do (Harder but that won't do) Trying's not enough now but I'll try regardless I'm terrified of loving you I catch feelings so fast Wish I'd lose 'em just as quick Don't take long to light the candle But to finish the wick It's not quick It's not quick