The Truth

When I hold you I hold you like it's the last time Because I know that Someday you will not be mine Everyday now The mistakes eat me up alive It's those decisions That would devastate your mind I've been happy For the first time in my life Ain't it funny That I got here from a lie I tried to leave you Because I cannot tell the truth But girl I need you Lord please tell me what to do Tell me how to make her stay And still let go of the weight That torments me each day Won't you set my spirit free Of what is killing me Before I break her heart Every night now I wrap you tightly in my arms You know by now girl I'd always keep you out of harm Is that enough though To make up for the lies I've told Is it to late now To save my unforgiven soul She don't deserve no pain She's given me her faith Tell me how I can explain Won't you set my spirit free Of what is killing me Won't you take away this weight That torments me each day Won't you fill this empty whole Buried deep inside my soul Suffocate my lying breath From ruining the rest Won't you help to make her see That we're still meant to be When she finds out the truth