I Was Just 14

Jackie's girl comes back to church and showing through her Sunday dress Bows to pray amongst a congregation where she can't get blessed Mother says the baby is a punishment for having sex My body As a child, my mother forbade me to play alone with boys What's so scary and so bad and dangerous about the boys? I formed confused and terrified and tortured obsessions with boys My body My body and mind My first crush when I was only five was Jared on the swing My first kiss with Derek in the backyard on the trampoline My first time with Michael in the bathroom, I was just 14 My body My body and mind My first time My first time was All of life еxacting the great Choreographеrs dance A dramatic flamboyance of flamingos And all the pink boys and red girls Under spell in a trance Stretch their necks and salute to the order of romance Romance Romance Romance My first time with Michael in the bathroom, I was just 14 I lost my mother when I lost my virginity When I stepped on that crack, I broke my mothers back Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba Mother's back Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba Mother's back Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba My body As a child my mother forbade me to play alone with boys What's so scary and so bad and dangerous about the boys? I formed confused and terrified and tortured obsessions with, obsessions with My body My body and mind My first time My first time was All of life exacting the great Choreographers dance A deceitful wild orchid dressed as a wasp And all the blue wings on brown boys Fight to get their last chance Joke's on you, so salute to the order of romance Life's exacting the great Choreographers dance A dramatic flamboyance of flamingos And all the pink boys and red girls Under spell in a trance Stretch their necks and salute to the order of romance Life's exacting the great Choreographers dance A dramatic flamboyance of flamingos And all the pink boys and red girls Under spell in a trance Stretch their necks and salute to the order of romance Romance Romance Romance