If I Hang, Let Me Swing

I try to find my purpose in this suffering While the void whispers my name Sweet relief, eternal sleep is just one step away If I hang, let me swing Emotionless as I am moving through motions I'm paralyzed behind my disguise If all is really well, then why does this feel like hell? Is all there really is this rotting shell? I feel the mortal coil weighing me down As I endlessly toil, my blood it boils I will reap what I have sown The end is coming soon, I feel it in my bones Will there ever be solace for a wretch like me? Or will I suffer on for eternity? I try to find my purpose in this suffering While the void whispers my name Sweet relief, eternal sleep is just one step away If I hang, let me swing Do not resuscitate 'Cause it's far too late, I've sealed my faith I have made my choice, it can't be changed Oh, death, hear my voice My calloused heart holds nothing but disdain For everyone and everything How do I carry on, what do I have to give? When all I feel is this nothingness Invisible agony cuts so deep That no eyes can see what it has done to me Existence is suffering Existence is suffering An inevitable end is all it brings Existence is suffering An inevitable end is all it brings I try to find my purpose in this suffering While the void whispers my name Sweet relief, eternal sleep is just one step away If I hang, let me swing Do not resuscitate 'Cause it's far too late, I've sealed my faith I have made my choice, it can't be changed Oh, death, hear my voice