Lost Boy

I'm sorry to be the one to tell you I'm not doing so good (doing so good) If you wanna know the truth This pain is paralyzing and I cannot move I'll always be that lost boy searching Tryna find a way to make it all make sense I don't think I'll ever find my purpose I don't know I'm hurted but I'm still sorted I don't ever wanna be like you So numb You're so numb I never even asked to be human So numb You're so numb And the answers are apparent I'm a mess (I'm a mess) My friends keep tryna reach me Wanna hear me vent But all I seem to focus on is all this stress (is all this stress) To be somebody else I'd rather hold my breath I don't ever wanna be like you So numb You're so numb I never even asked to be human So numb You're so numb And my mentality is the hardest pill to swallow And my mentality is the hardest pill to swallow I am not you I feel everything I am not you I love everything