Spazzing Session

When I was young I was taught what I want to be and what I'm cannot connect But I cannot see me in future A bottle of rum and full of regrets Sometimes I think that all I do is just in facade and I just pretend To be one of 'em as I just listen 'em that I'm so stuck in this that I can't comprehend Man I fucked with this case for like three years And I need someone to come and brood over this topic Drown in it So deep in this thought to pick up the pen at the end of it Cock it Okay now stop it Go back to RECOVERY like its 2010 EMINEM dropped it Put the whole album CD on rotation and hear every single thing way that he rock it WHOA! I could feel the shit down from my soul Gave me mind when I fell out of control Had no one there and it got me consoled Started writing so deep that created a hole Jumped in it carrying a ton of shitload of emotions 'Cause that's just the way that I cope With 'em I'm not afraid and I pay and I hope To cause an earthquake if I might hit the floor Step back now Time's to put my tracks out Half of you bitches going to go numb coming at me in this smackdown Blackcloud with thunderstorm like they are stacked out Here to flood your lands while you trying to hide your maps out Blindfolded with an AK drunk in rage pissed off With every letter the time is running tic-toc Take a second to listen in silence pin drop Nib I know you so Candid you got to make the beat drop Why do I feel so insecure when I ain't cynical Why when I'm speaking my heart people be critical Why when I confer their heads and find me whimsical Why when I express, they say your mental state's so critical Why these people take my advantage and find me forgettable Why when I react to their act I am a criminal Why real isn't but a fake smile is beautiful Why does love comes with a pain thats so fucking terrible But I've given up taking people for pitiful Even though it is incredible Wonder the world is beautiful Unless we get emotional Althogh it is impossible 'Cause I'm so fucking sensitive Always with emotions have Written all of them syllables Nails bitten till cuticle Sleeping on pharmaceuticals Call me shady as usual. 'Cause I'm fatally inscrutable This eulogy's musical To the people who screw me till They see their fucking death In the future to hell Too much of skills have been rotting my brain I'm someone insane and I'm spazzing my pain Seventeen is the age and I'm smashing the game You say you're the greatest I laugh at your claim I came in the game with a cane to tame All of these rappers who ain't running shit I'mma aim at your ass like a dame and then twice that you came No shame, take my name I'll be taking the blame See the flow switch like I'm bipolar Write till the morning a'ight hold up! You ain't running shit You're a crawler I roll over you bo-bozos like a roller I'm sober, but call me dope I maraud on 'em but call me hope I'm a fresh product but I can't really cope With your nasty ass take this killshot with a scope Madness is my nature and music is passion On the edge I cliff hang to cause attraction Swear to god I ain't no more giving a fuck About the motherfucking aftermath caused by my actions In terms with the world I got no combination When I'm angry it's a fucking abomination The beat down here is already dead Okay I got to meet you in the next Spazzing Session