When I think about my home

I just think about my mom

She was selfless and perfect

God knows why I'm searching

And lurking for the truth and all the things that she would do

The little things in life that I took for granted too

Now she's gone until the break of dawn

She's off to fly away with the angels as I mourn

I cry and blame myself like I coulda done more

I could stayed later, coulda pushed harder

Coulda been smarter with the actions I was taking in the hopes that they could save her

The doctors tell me one thing, but death outweighed the savior

If anything can happen, why I feel like I'm the traitor

This busted little boy who ain't got but this paper, but I hate it, I'm faded, off good kush

I'd trade it, to have another conversation with you, mom I made it

I miss you, I love you, you taught me how to stay true, I owe it all to you and I don't know what else to do, Mom I miss you

I just wanna get lost and stop thinking about the past

It's harder knowing what I know, when good guys finish last

To solve this problem, gotta know exactly what to ask

If I hesitate, it might be too late to call you dad

Now I'm sad, I added up the math

Divided us and separated us until we crashed

We hashed out the details, and beefed up the meat sales

If people knew what equal was, the world would finally prevail

I know that I'm a big fail, you called me out the blue

The news that you dropped on me was unexpected too

You opened up a wound that didn't heal upon its own

If death belittles me then imma show em that it's on

You fucking with a crazy mother fucker better move

I'm coming for your soul like a demon and ya doomed

You signed your death wish, you know I ball like swish

Come on just hit this shit

And Elevate like this

I stay up like this

And I ain't coming down, sick of being on the ground

Wanna fly like a king, don't need a crown

Shit's overrated so much more to live for

I know that it gets hard, I know that I'm meant for…. So much more