2my Depression

I've been here before 5 years in this war Wounded but I always fought To find my way out Been getting harder now Can someone tell me how I'm supposed to fight again I never seem to win 'Cause every time I think I finally Found a cure for my anxiety Another pill another drink Just to mute the noise in me Oh how you snuck up on me You'd think I could see you coming Since you always use the same damn door I thought I'd locked a year ago No I don't wanna hear you But I know I have to feel you If I ever plan to let you go I can't deny you anymore I tried to distract myself With work and cigarettes Don't care about my lungs if it means To get some peace of mind But there's a difference between peace and quiet 'Cause quiet never seems to last And peace was somewhere in the past 'Cause every time I think I finally Found a cure for my anxiety Another pill another drink Just to mute the noise in me Oh how you snuck up on me You'd think I could see you coming Since you always use the same damn door I thought I'd locked a year ago No I don't wanna hear you But I know I have to feel you If I ever plan to let you go I can't deny you anymore I don't wanna hear you But I have to feel you If I ever plan to let you go I can't deny you anymore