I've been here before
5 years in this war
Wounded but I always fought
To find my way out
Been getting harder now
Can someone tell me how
I'm supposed to fight again
I never seem to win
'Cause every time I think I finally
Found a cure for my anxiety
Another pill another drink
Just to mute the noise in me
Oh how you snuck up on me
You'd think I could see you coming
Since you always use the same damn door
I thought I'd locked a year ago
No I don't wanna hear you
But I know I have to feel you
If I ever plan to let you go
I can't deny you anymore
I tried to distract myself
With work and cigarettes
Don't care about my lungs if it means
To get some peace of mind
But there's a difference between peace and quiet
'cause quiet never seems to last
And peace was somewhere in the past
'Cause every time I think I finally
Found a cure for my anxiety
Another pill another drink
Just to mute the noise in me
Oh how you snuck up on me
You'd think I could see you coming
Since you always use the same damn door
I thought I'd locked a year ago
No I don't wanna hear you
But I know I have to feel you
If I ever plan to let you go
I can't deny you anymore
I don't wanna hear you
But I have to feel you
If I ever plan to let you go
I can't deny you anymore
