Hysteria

I swear I never meant to erase you

I swear I never meant to do you harm

If living is so delicate, my leaving is a tourniquet

I'm breathing in the broken windowpane

Annihilate the only ties I have left to lose

A diamond shape, the lattice breaks, I follow

In this state of hysteria

I can save everything I betrayed

Annihilate, the lattice breaks

I follow the pain I create

Hide my blood in images and

Make sense of a false connection like

How did I get here?

How do I hold on

To diamonds in my head

And diamonds in my lungs?

Annihilate the only ties I have just to lose someone

A diamond shape, the lattice breaks, I follow

In this state of hysteria

I can save everything I betrayed

Annihilate, the lattice breaks

I follow the pain I create

(What I've created as violent)

(What I've created as violent)

(What I've created as violent)

(What I've created as violent)

What I've created as violent delights in my head

Will have a violent end

A broken violent end

And I feel fear disintegrate

Axis, annihilate

In crystal clarity

Tension pulling me in the shadows