Lucky Escape

i need something new to focus on, seeing as my focus was on you for so long and i can't forget what you said and you really meant, but i know i didn't plan to stand here like a fool, you didn't care cos your so cruel and the truth behind you, is that you never had a clue and you weren't who you proclaimed to be... and i've been drinking like a fish, and sinking in my deep blue sea i'm trying to drown out the bad and the nasty thing you done on me and nothing seems to fit, i'm weeping on my knees and all that i've left to say concerning you is... what a lucky escape for me and i found it strange owning all this space i'll pull myself together cos there's no time to waste and i think i'll forget cos not a thing you said you meant but i only really learned it cos i'm without you you moved on and i felt used and the truth behind you is that you never had a clue and you weren't who you portrayed to me and i've been drinking like a fish, and sinking in my deep blue sea i'm trying to drown out the bad and the nasty thing you done on me and nothing seems to fit, i'm weeping on my knees and all that i've left to say concerning you is... what a lucky escape for me i'll find something new to focus on seeing as my focus was on you for far too long what a luck escape for me...