Never Cease to Amaze Me (feat. Jacquelyn George)

When the sun falls and my soul weeps From my dark days to my dreams As I lay broken and lonely You never cease to amaze me The pain that I feel is so deep Voices in my head bring me no peace But it's your hand that I seek You never cease to amaze me You never cease to amaze me At the end of the day when it's all said and done At the table I say grace, I'm giving myself none You gave me a place to stay While I was practically homeless And when it all progressed I spent my time at home less I hated everything about myself on a day-to-day basis Face to face with Jason Do you look and regret what you've created Amazing grace how sweet the sound But lately speaking your name has left a bitter taste in my mouth And I'm having an identity crisis Driven by my vices Bought the lies without knowing what the price is And I've invited The unwelcome to my private island Blinded by silence It's eating away at me like a virus Til I'm lifeless Reliant on the things I've built Put me under construction So that my tower doesn't tilt And my bridge won't fall like London I've come to a dead-end so what am I chasing? Up until now, I've been searching for answers in all the wrong places When the sun falls and my soul weeps From my dark days to my dreams As I lay broken and lonely You never cease to amaze me The pain that I feel is so deep Voices in my head bring me no peace But it's your hand that I seek You never cease to amaze me Deep down my heart aches, backtracked to bad habits Most days I felt stagnant, coming undone like cheap fabric Misplaced my convictions Ignored set restrictions Made some wrong decisions Dropped all my defenses Just wanted to escape, but I'm no Houdini And I say that you're enough, but then I get greedy Maybe I'm better off getting plastered Thought what I'm after could have been manufactured It's only leaving my soul fractured I want to believe where I've gone isn't all for nothing I want to believe I got what it takes to rise above it I only covered up the junk Swept under the rug And I've justified everything I've done Putting blame on you and the ones I love I'm out of alignment and it's going to take more than a chiropractor I barely recognize myself Breakthrough to the heart of the matter Trying to get to the place I dreamed of Nothing but hope in my lungs Through the pain and anger These are the words that stay on my tongue When the sun falls and my soul weeps From my dark days to my dreams As I lay broken and lonely You never cease to amaze me The pain that I feel is so deep Voices in my head bring me no peace But it's your hand that I seek You never cease to amaze me You never cease to amaze me