More Pleasure (Letter To Myself)

They say more pleasure Bring more pressure but don't let it stress ya The storms never last so adjust to the weather Got to stay golden to get to that treasure Whoever said sky is the limit ain't finish I'm feeling different They say if you want it you gotta go get it Don't worry bout people who finish the quickest Rushing to get it don't last in this business It's all about timing About trusting your process and putting that time in No malice or pushing just putting that grind in Mistakes will be made but don't let it define you Don't watch who is talking but listen who's quiet Watch what you learn from they silence Your circle gets smaller when your vision gets higher Everything small when you feel like a giant I promise I'm trying I promise I'm building my worth I promise to put in that work I promise to do what I gotta go do to make sure that my mama don't have to go work Make sure that I'm taking my time So know when I grow I'm gonna go do it in spurts Know that I'm racing myself so no I don't care about whoever gon do it first I promise I'm different My focus family and chicken I might not talk but I listen I might not speak but I watch I can't be wasting no clocks Financial freedom my plot But sometimes it's clouded by thoughts Thoughts of winning, thoughts of losing Maybe just failing at life My thoughts hit harder at night I might be wrong but I'm tryna do right It's times when I battle and fight Or maybe I'm fighting a battle With myself and no it's not a good habit Sometimes I'm broken and shattered I know I'll be good when it's gathered It could be late but I'm there when it matters When I get to the top leave my family a ladder I'm tryna break generational patterns I'm only upping my ranks and my chapters This is my new one Never been fake been a true one I know I'm not perfect I'm human Still learning the game I'm a student It's times when I feel I can't do it But deep down I know I can do it I put my heart in this music They feel it when they listen to it I never care how they view me I put my pain on this loose leaf and write all my problems down Power of pencil Work through the madness I'm feeling essential Even through madness know I'm rocking with you Cause I wouldn't mind it Stories of life on the island My loss was in Spain but the s was in silence I took my losses in private I promise I'm trying They say more pleasure Bring more pressure but don't let it stress ya The storms never last so adjust to the weather Got to stay golden to get to that treasure Whoever said sky is the limit ain't finish I'm feeling different They say if you want it you gotta go get it Don't worry bout people who finish the quickest Rushing to get it don't last in this business It's all about timing About trusting your process and putting that time in No malice or pushing just putting that grind in Mistakes will be made but don't let it define you Don't watch who is talking but listen who's quiet Watch what you learn from they silence Your circle gets smaller when your vision gets higher Everything small when you feel like a giant I promise I'm trying In life, its gon be some things that push us Its gon be some things that pull us Its gon be some things that sit us down It's a saying that the true measure of a man Is not where he stands in triumph and success But where he stands in adversities and struggles Keep Pushing that's what we do as men You got the strength and the forces with you And you got your youth with you And the number one thing boy you got You got a hell of a mind and heart We don't worry about it because we too busy We be too busy trying to keep everybody up That we find that we lose what we're supposed to be doing for ourselves Do the best you can for yourself And do what you can for everyone else And Its gonna take care of itself Nah I needed that I appreciate you Pop I love you boy I love you too G