if i disappear

Yeah, I asked myself If I disappear, would they even care? I don't know how to say it's not fair I don't even wanna move I really wanted to be recognized Wondered how I look in their eyes Will I ever be this awesome dude With the tattoo I don't even know yeah how to freakin' drive They keep on saying I look unalive Got myself a pair of brand new shoes So, I look cool And I can see it now It's not working out The way I thought it would Oh well, I'm screwed Yeah, I asked myself If I disappear, would they even care? I don't know how to say it's not fair I don't even wanna move Can't say I have friends All I ever did was just to pretend Still tryna figure how to fit in Can't find a way to move Stuck in 3 a.m. and I don't know I've been tryna calm myself and take control All that I could think about is what If I just do the things that they want me to do Maybe I won't be alone I'll be sitting on my throne I'll be waiting 'til I'm finally okay But I can see it now It's not working out The way I thought it would Oh f-, I'm screwed Yeah, I asked myself If I disappear, would they even care? I don't know how to say it's not fair I don't even wanna move Can't say I have friends All I ever did was just to pretend Still tryna figure how to fit in Can't find a way to move Yeah, I asked myself If I disappear, would they even care? I don't know how to say it's not fair I don't even wanna move Can't say I have friends All I ever did was just to pretend Still tryna figure how to fit in Can't find a way to move