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Madscene
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Madscene was released on July 8, 2022 by Rad Sally Records as a part of the album Hyperthesis
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Release DateJuly 8, 2022
LabelRad Sally Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM119

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Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Nicholas Ryan Radford
Nicholas Ryan Radford
Songwriter

Lyrics

God, where are you now?
If not in this town?
God, I am in doubt
God, is there an out?
God, where are you now?
If not in this town?
God, I am in doubt
God, is there an out?
This great experiment was a failure
Lyric entry March 2021
And as the subject and the scientist
Might I say go fuck myself
I'm not closer to the dream
I'm further than before
I'm forgetting who I am
I am losing myself once again
Am I still a servant to the song
Or have I become undone to my own self-interest
Before I succumb to the sacrilegious
Solipsism, the fucking schism
Can She listen?
God, where are you now?
If not in this town?
God, I am in doubt
God, is there an out?
God, where are you now?
If not in this town?
God, I am in doubt
God, is there an out?
AHH
If She will not listen
I'll bang my pans like a goddamned man
I'll make an escape myself
I'll run as far as I can
I'm running I'm running
From who I'm becoming
I can't understand but
Their plan is so cunning
They'll take me, remake me
Just to go break me
Cuz I know, Kellyanne
She is coming for me
So I run, run
Oh no
Not the brick!
W'all my saints said, "Sorry for your loss
But walls and cages can't escape the boss"
So dance, dance, dance for me
Dance, dance for money
Dance for all the masses
Dance for all their taxes
I just lost my last remaining loyal
Lyric entry June 2021
I am peaking in my paranoia
I have drawn another drop of blood
Life has got to be more than this:
Making iced coffee for pedophiles
The nitrogen is suffocatious
All this time, I've denied denial
Get me out of New York City
I am no longer in love
And tell me, why won't She believe me?
When She knows my faith is lost?
Mom, where are you now?
If not in this town?
Mom, I am in doubt
Mom, is there an out?
I cannot deny
I confess to be the child
I am
I am my Mother's child
No one shall replace her
I am my Mother's child
What if She is in danger?
For you, dear Kimberly
Traitor of your own kind
With your arms out, flags behind
Saying the best is yet to come tonight
Are you lost in your mind?
Lost in your I's?
Your letter of pleasure
It aims to malign
Ahh, ahh
You'll have to take me first
So let's go
So, so, so, so!
Kill me, Kimberly
With a point-blank piece!
Put the goddamn bullet inside
Just so you know
Did you hear me?
I'll do it for free
Free me
Free me
Free me
(Dom comes but only with a God's love)
[Thought I had to go]
Now I
(I won't make it out of this alive)
[Thought they'd wanna know]
Crave control
(I can't take it anymore, so)
[But I don't!]
So here lies my ego
(Why don't I exorcise my ego?)
[So why don't I end it and exorcise my ego?]
GO
Will I though? (God, where are you now?)
For life below (If not in this town?)
I'm on my own (God, I am in doubt)
I'm all alone (God, is there an out?)
Now I know (No...)
Take me home
The system is collapsing
My memories need redacting
Wake up
Wake up
WAKE
Written by: Nicholas Ryan Radford
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