We Never Even Dated

We never even dated

But I'm still here four years later

And you're still in the front of my mind

Like nothing's even past but time

And I hear things about you

You and her made your debut

And I hear it from all our friends

Nothing I can do but pretend

That I'm okay

That I'm happy

That I don't wish that you were as lonely as I am

Wasn't part of the plan

Cause we never even dated

It's the little things that get me

Like your first name on the TV

Your parents had to choose a name they thought would haunt me most

You're every street and every pub name unopposed

I know we never even dated

But she's everything I thought you hated

I wish I could go back and change it

Instead I'll just sit here and claim it's

All okay

That I'm happy

And I don't wish I moved on as quickly as you did

I'll keep biting my lip

Cause we never even dated

Tell me what am I supposed to do with this?

You're the only one I trusted my heart with

I swear I'm okay

I'm happy

And I don't wish that I was as carefree as you are

Should've known from the start

I swear I'm okay

I'm happy

And I don't wish that you were as lonely as I am

Wasn't part of the plan

Cause we never even dated