Digging through the dirt Tryna find my Worth

Why where's the door, Walk through Insecure

I never measure up to the Things I heard

Maybe find my way out

Listen to the word

Maybe I make it out

Maybe I scream and shout Alone

Maybe I make my path and I find I Have no Home

Maybe I'm reaching out

Maybe I'm heading south Oh no

To the bottom I will never Have to

Gods been holding on to Me And I am Never letting Go

Overthinking in my head

Can't ever get to go to bed

I stay awake and like an Earthquake

My body shakes to the Sound of Never Knowing If I'm living life or if I have Been Fighting Death

I've drained so much I'm Into debt

But I know I haven't lost it Yet

Chasing dreams that's part Of me

The life I lived is overseen

I set a goal that's so hard to See

And I reach it faster than lightning

To my thoughts I wasn't Inviting

To my head that wasn't That fighting

To my enemies living Against me I wanna Say Thank you for all of the Heightening

To my demons I say try me

I know that they cannot Bite me

God is here so I am writing

About the battles I've been Fighting

Open up the door I'm Breaking bad And I'm Needing me a new way out

I ain't never had no doubt

Until i plant the seed and Watch it sprout

From the age of twelve I've Known the pain

Of losing someone you'll Never see again

But I tell you when it's Crashing in

Have faith and hope and Light descends

I plaque my life put it on The shelf

With a signature from my Mental health

It's calling me and I need to See that I'm Only free When I believe it

Imma tinker with it I'm a Thinker with it

Spitting bars so fresh take a Drinker With It

I only hit with my Consciousness Inside My Head it just condescends From the clouds Above And a ray of hope Living For the Only thing that I Have known

And they call me up on my Phone

But I let it ring out so I Don't show

All my emotions

When they coming down With all the Common Notions

But I don't let them out there In all of the Oceans

I'm tired of goin through With all the Motions

Not sipping potions

Showing my emotions

I dig my grave so deep I see

The other side of the earth It's staring at Me

I Never know why but I'm Still trying to fly

I catch me a drift and soar Too high

My wings will melt when I Touch the Sky

But his hand will catch Before I can even Ask why

Ask why

I'm asking why I need to Know

Where do I stay where is My home

Empty walls i call my own

But I break my windows With a stone

My silent head is too full of Noise

Sometimes I think that I Have a choice

But I silence the demons That brought me My Reasons to fall off of cliffs And jump Down Not Believing it's only Deceiving and faith is Relieving the pain that I Felt When I Hit the Ground bleeding I'm only Receiving

I'm only achieving Cause I Never lose Whenever I'm Competing

I wish I could see it the Path and The Treason but Some things are secrets And Only Some see them But I'll never Leave it The Life that I'm leading Now I'm on my Knees Stronger Than those who Plead it

Woo, it's that time again

Woo, better bring a friend

Woah, sit back and watch

Wait, for the time to stop

I'm, checking my watch

I, wait for the clock

It's ticking so fast that a Moment Is gone Just a Blink ago you wouldn't Think It would Run

All my emotions

When they coming down With all the Common Notions

But I don't let them out there In all the Oceans

I'm tired of goin through With all the Motions

Not sipping potions

Showing my emotions

When they coming down With common Notions

But I don't let them out there In the Oceans

I'm tired of goin through With all the Motions

Not sipping potions

Showing my emotions