I went to sleep at eight so I’d miss your call and everything you hate I embody it all.

Lack of confidence I still talk too loud. Can't read your texts, contacts falling out.

And I still don't know what you mean when you say you don't know what you are or what you need.

I fell asleep on the stairs after crying at the party wondering why aren't you there.

You said you wish you were there too drinking with my friends at a basement show, some Florida band.

I just want to feel loved right now. Is that so hard to understand

Dormitory coffee stains, poetry on your hand.

There's a glutton in my bones and salt streaks in my head. I'm begging for something good to say when my friends don't come back home.

You're so scared now, terrified you're all alone.

You told your mom last week you're never coming home.

You always leave so soon, you fell asleep on my bed

And if I wake you up right now you'll forget your dreams again.

Again and again and again and again