Bad Habit

My closest friend is indecisiveness

He seems to follow every step I take

And matter what I do, couldn’t pick I couldn’t choose, I go back and forth

I wouldn’t trust judgment not a bit

I’m like a junkie need another hit

Cuz no matter what I do, I go running back to you, get it out of my system

10,000 hours I’m biding my time, thought I could master self-discipline

Is that what it takes, what a big fucking lie, cuz I'm still addicted

If I had a pound for every single time I said

You and I are done I’d be the riches girl alive

You’re just a bad habit, god damn you good at it

If I had a pill that could take away the thrill

I’d walk right out the door I wouldn’t need you anymore

But you're a bad habit, there’s no way out of it

I’ve only got myself to blame

Yea I’ve got issues but I can’t complain

Cause I brought this on myself, made my life a living hell, and you get what you deserve

I never thought that I could be this weak

But without you, I can’t feel anything

So I take another sip, need it fast I need a kick, and I’m hooked on you again

10 000 hours I’m biding my time, thought I could master self-discipline

Is that what it takes, what a big fucking lie, cuz I'm still addicted

If I had a pound for every single time I said

You and I are done I’d be the riches girl alive

You’re just a bad habit, god damn you good at it

If I had a pill that could take away the thrill

I’d walk right out the door I wouldn’t need you anymore

But you're a bad habit, there’s no way out of it

Cuz you’re a bad habit

God damn you’re good at it

Cuz you’re a bad habit, bad habit

There’s no where out of it

Cuz you’re a bad habit