The Weakend

I never knew that I was weak Mix adderall with the codeine When you just want to run away I never knew that I was weak Fuck around and take off yeah You can't think of the words to say Mix adderall with the codeine In the past you just numb the pain I never knew That I was weak It ain't working oh my god yeah Now you got to find other ways Mix adderall with the codeine How do you care for health When it's yourself feeling ways I never felt Therapist want me to yelp That ain't no help There's no point in shrinking myself When I'm feeling broken hearted That's when I started Then I pull up to the party Drinking all of the bacardi Getting retarded until I can't feel my body I'm lifted higher than a flyer jet I'm going hard and don't got no regrets I'm acrobatic with no safety net You think I'm crazy I ain't make it yet I'm scoring hoes I don't even sweat I'm popping pills I ain't even slept Made a promise I ain't even kept I prayed to God I ain't seen him yet I never knew that I was weak I really thought that I was tweaking Mix adderall with the codeine for the suicide I ain't reaching And you know I'm going to mix it yea I never knew that I was weak I really thought that I was tweaking Mix adderall with the codeine for the suicide I ain't reaching I ain't reaching In a dream but can't tell if I'm sleeping Waking up don't remember the weekend I'm a mess but see I got a reason Everyday I be fighting these demons Always fuck with my head always scheming So much smoking that I started wheezing Going to choke until I got no feeling I never knew Yeah yeah