Scars

In this place of insecurity Deception slowly creeps inside of my mind Where we only had each other Your embrace was my only solace You were my only shelter when I was scared You were the light that dwelled inside the darkness You were my everything I needed to survive In this world of corruption But now you're gone Drowning in the pool of doubt Strangled by the thoughts within your mind Sinking deeper and deeper inside the prison in my head Can you reach my hand? I keep trying to save you But you shove me away You pushed me away again I keep trying to save you again and again Sorrow chains the frailest of hearts As it beats you down on your knees It's hard to see the sunlight through the shadows of uncertainty Where pain becomes the only sanctuary It's hard to feel prosperity When all your thoughts betray conformity I keep trying to save you But you shove me away You pushed me away again I keep trying to save you, save you You won't let me see the scars I keep trying to save you again and again Why do I even care? This is not a game You just look the other fucking way You never let me see the scars How can I save you When you won't even let me inside, inside your mind? Why do I even fucking care? I don't care, I don't care When you won't even save yourself I keep trying to save you But you shove me away You pushed me away again I keep trying to save you again and again But you shoved me away You pushed me away