You worked so hard to keep our two hearts in line

You sold your car to keep us afloat

I woke up around six from a shameful dream

And closed the blinds so the sun wouldn't shine

And erased the messages to Charlotte I wrote

Some dreams come to life when my phone goes off in the middle of the night

And I see the siren's name and it leaves me blind

I'm no fool, I know exactly what I've done to you

What's worse is I never had you in mind

Ciara, you'll probably never get no apology

I won't insult you with reparations that don't mean a thing

I wish you the best with your new man, I hope he's better than me

You never looked so good then with his ring

On your hand, he truly loves you, you make quite the pair

I never could have given you a love of that kind

I'm no fool, this didn't appear out of thin air

He always had you in mind

The other day I scrolled past a picture of us from two years ago

High school sweethearts with no knowledge of the dark side of love

I started to cry, I took the life out of you when I told you I loved you

Wish I could blame it on the darker side of love, but I was too damn young to

Some dreams come to a life when my phone goes off in the middle of the night

And I play into my desires and it leaves me blind

I'm no fool, I know exactly what I've done to you

What's worse is I never had you in mind