Twelve / Seventeen

Help me forget You always looked back Until that day When I looked into your eyes You were so far away Clear as day There was nobody home I grit my teeth I was alone It's been years And I can't get you out of my thoughts I want to forget My stomachs tied in knots Am I guilty Of wanting to forget? I'm cursed With that look in your eyes A demon inside You were reborn to die His hand gripped your soul And tried to take it all away A demon inside I saw the struggle in your eye It never goes away Nothing gold can stay You always looked back Until that day You always looked back When I looked into your eyes You were so far away This disease has taken you And I can't ask you to stay This still creeps into my mind How the fuck could I forget When you asked me "Can I die yet"